Growing Up Sucks!

Hmmm.. My birthday is in two and a half weeks. I will be 19, which is somewhere in between becoming an adult and becoming a big enough adult to be able to get into clubs and bars. And since I cant get into bars and clubs, nor that I really want to because drunken indians and old creepy mexican men arent my forte, year 19 is another year of nothing special. Ive been racking my brain for the past few days as to what I want for my birthday...Nothing however is coming to mind except a new-ish car, NOT truck. But little cute gas efficiant car that might have power locks and windows, a cd player not a discman, AND a working door handle. Although I am growing acoustumed to the little lever I have to grab ever so cleverly by sticking my finger into the large black hole on the inside of my door. (However if my finger gains any more weight im not sure on how well its gonna work out.) And I know thats not gonna happen. Besides who would want power locks when Ive got my sweet truck that roars like a whale everytime I turn, it was free right LeRoy!! So still I rack my brains and nothing is coming to mind. I need money but that is nothing new. Im getting used to this poor college life. I also could use a bike or a longboard. I know my parents laugh everytime I bring the longboard up, but REALLY GUYS, Im a longboarding fool. Im a little more talented than we all think. I think id rather have a bike though. Im gonna have to start riding a bike to school. Gas is on the brink of $4 and I absolutley refuse to pay that much. It makes me sick. Plus im to poor for it anyways. Im living to far to walk to school but to close to drive there too. And I need more speed than Id get on the longboard. Plus I dont want anyone watching me if I crashed since id have to ride along the highway...and ive been known to rip a pair of shorts or two riding the longboard...Thats how legit I am at riding a longboard. But if I did get a bike I think id want a beach cruiser...a teal one. Because that would be hott. But again money pops into my head for what I want for my birthday. Im gonna have to pay for school somehow. And if that means that beloved school is my present...then bring it on I guess. Im not making enough at R and R to pay for everything and save alot, and theres no where else to work that doesnt involve drugs and dancing. Drugs are to dangerous and I cant dance so that ones out. Anywhoo those are my gift ideas. A bike to ride to school or money to pay for school. I guess I dont want anything else. SCHOOL SUCKS!- Oh actually as im sitting on my matress (which by the way is not even my matress) that is perched on the floor of my room I thought of something else...perhaps a bed frame. The floor is starting to kill my back. Ive been sleeping out on the couch the past few nights and it would be lovely to be able to sleep in my room on a matress that is off the floor. Just a thought.